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Words Are Knives by sOKkStationZero
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Playing to the Sky by sOKkStationZero Playing to the Sky :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 3 5 i think you'd beat the moon in a pretty contest by sOKkStationZero i think you'd beat the moon in a pretty contest :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 7 4 Babes by sOKkStationZero Babes :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 1 0 Blue Cello by sOKkStationZero Blue Cello :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 1 5 Glass by sOKkStationZero Glass :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 9 4 Emily by sOKkStationZero Emily :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 2 0 Migraine by sOKkStationZero Migraine :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 1 0 Synesthesia by sOKkStationZero Synesthesia :iconsokkstationzero:sOKkStationZero 4 13 Paranoia by sOKkStationZero
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Sketch by YohannaKim Sketch :iconyohannakim:YohannaKim 119 46 The Beginning of Portrait by YohannaKim The Beginning of Portrait :iconyohannakim:YohannaKim 50 12 Sketch Portrait by YohannaKim Sketch Portrait :iconyohannakim:YohannaKim 75 44 Drawing for a fan! by rossdraws Drawing for a fan! :iconrossdraws:rossdraws 6,300 196 Priestess Of Magic by PhoenixBurnz536 Priestess Of Magic :iconphoenixburnz536:PhoenixBurnz536 19 23 Hecate, the Spectral Moon (Seed #13) by King-of-Dark-Titans Hecate, the Spectral Moon (Seed #13) :iconking-of-dark-titans:King-of-Dark-Titans 369 121 Lampades, Forest of Infernal Nymphs (SEED #14) by King-of-Dark-Titans Lampades, Forest of Infernal Nymphs (SEED #14) :iconking-of-dark-titans:King-of-Dark-Titans 432 175 The Flash by TristanTemplar The Flash :icontristantemplar:TristanTemplar 36 12 Captain America and Ironman by TristanTemplar Captain America and Ironman :icontristantemplar:TristanTemplar 30 5 Wonder Woman by TristanTemplar Wonder Woman :icontristantemplar:TristanTemplar 39 5 Leaf girl sketch by rossdraws Leaf girl sketch :iconrossdraws:rossdraws 6,767 129 Star Girl by Noonicorn Star Girl :iconnoonicorn:Noonicorn 2 2 Big Zam appeared!! by AoiOgataArtist Big Zam appeared!! :iconaoiogataartist:AoiOgataArtist 64 3 Butterflies by AoiOgataArtist Butterflies :iconaoiogataartist:AoiOgataArtist 454 9 Fresh Morning. by OliviaMichalski Fresh Morning. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 265 36 Gandalf by Nele-Diel Gandalf :iconnele-diel:Nele-Diel 502 56

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i think you'd beat the moon in a pretty contest
And the moon just happened to be the very first thing that i missed.


i've been listening to AirCatcher by Tenty One Pilots a lot last year lol
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Glass
Stop wondering if it's half-empty or half-full and pour some water in it.
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So, i haven't been around for kind of 1 year, which is why i kind of don't know what to do or say right now ... what do people say to a friend they haven't seen or heard for so much time? It's a weird feeling, isn't it?
Do you love your friend any less when there's a little gap of time in between the two of you? does your friend love you any less, off the other hand? nobody knows, and nobody is gonna say it, right? But the first thing you do when you don't see your friends in a while is to sit down in front of a coffee and talk about the things that have been going around, which is what i'm gonna do right now, sitting on my bed, hands flowing on the keyboard and words running out of control- which is why i'm not gonna do any adjustment by the way, so take my apologies for my terrible english in advance.

When i first joined this comunity, it was because a friend of mine who studied at the fine art academy with me was really happy with deviant art, which made me curious as freak, and as soon as i joined i fell in love with this whole thing, i loved it, and i felt like i got some love in return (maybe?) so i was planning to stay on here for a very long time.
But some things have changed during the run, as i just said i was an art student, back in last year, with the haed full of dreams and fantasies of becoming a good artist, maybe be successful and make a living out of my passion, maybe by getting my stuff exposed in some fancy art gallery, or just giving my comic strips to some magazine in order to be known and start publishing my own comic books ( i know, don't judge me, i've always been a naive-day-dreamer), and what happened in reality was very different from what i was expecting. I thought that just by being in an art school i was meant to be a great artist, that i'd learn everything i needed to know, truth is that, actually, art school doesn't teach you anything less than any passionate youtuber or random artist who WANTS to SHARE experiences and knowledge with others, which most of art teacher don't, so it was quite frustrating, going ahead and still having to go on the internet to learn stuff, because some professors wouldn't talk about certain stuff or were just too protective of their "secrets". In the main time, my family was undergoing a really bad financial moment, and they were still paying taxes and bills to my art school, which made it even worst, so i just dropped out of it and many other things, including Deviant Art. That i know, might look like a bad move, but i still don't regret it, even tho i miss some of my uni friends.
Started doing as many commisions as i could, but since i'm still not good, i didn't get much money, so i cut my hair shorts ( they say hair is the first step for a woman to change) and started doing other jobs, i've been cleaning up houses, baby sitting, doing the waitress, the bar tender - i sucked at this, tbh- and last but not the least, the call center operator, which is what i'm still doing.
Now, being a comic book artist is still my dream, but i'm just looking for alternative ways to get there, meanwhile my family's finances are getting better, i'm drawing and painting everytime i've got time, which i sometimes crave for days, and get very emotional when it comes to teaching how to draw stuff to my 3 years old nephew, and ... as you can see i figured out a way to be back on here as well ... i got an internet connection.


Now it just feels like this is my old tumblr blog where i used to write a shitload of useless stuff just for the sake of talking about myself, what a despicable human being am i? lol i'm not gonna do this again, don't worry.

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By now just a emo panda who's studying at the Fine Arts Academy of Foggia and is trying to learn as much as possible.
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So, i haven't been around for kind of 1 year, which is why i kind of don't know what to do or say right now ... what do people say to a friend they haven't seen or heard for so much time? It's a weird feeling, isn't it?
Do you love your friend any less when there's a little gap of time in between the two of you? does your friend love you any less, off the other hand? nobody knows, and nobody is gonna say it, right? But the first thing you do when you don't see your friends in a while is to sit down in front of a coffee and talk about the things that have been going around, which is what i'm gonna do right now, sitting on my bed, hands flowing on the keyboard and words running out of control- which is why i'm not gonna do any adjustment by the way, so take my apologies for my terrible english in advance.

When i first joined this comunity, it was because a friend of mine who studied at the fine art academy with me was really happy with deviant art, which made me curious as freak, and as soon as i joined i fell in love with this whole thing, i loved it, and i felt like i got some love in return (maybe?) so i was planning to stay on here for a very long time.
But some things have changed during the run, as i just said i was an art student, back in last year, with the haed full of dreams and fantasies of becoming a good artist, maybe be successful and make a living out of my passion, maybe by getting my stuff exposed in some fancy art gallery, or just giving my comic strips to some magazine in order to be known and start publishing my own comic books ( i know, don't judge me, i've always been a naive-day-dreamer), and what happened in reality was very different from what i was expecting. I thought that just by being in an art school i was meant to be a great artist, that i'd learn everything i needed to know, truth is that, actually, art school doesn't teach you anything less than any passionate youtuber or random artist who WANTS to SHARE experiences and knowledge with others, which most of art teacher don't, so it was quite frustrating, going ahead and still having to go on the internet to learn stuff, because some professors wouldn't talk about certain stuff or were just too protective of their "secrets". In the main time, my family was undergoing a really bad financial moment, and they were still paying taxes and bills to my art school, which made it even worst, so i just dropped out of it and many other things, including Deviant Art. That i know, might look like a bad move, but i still don't regret it, even tho i miss some of my uni friends.
Started doing as many commisions as i could, but since i'm still not good, i didn't get much money, so i cut my hair shorts ( they say hair is the first step for a woman to change) and started doing other jobs, i've been cleaning up houses, baby sitting, doing the waitress, the bar tender - i sucked at this, tbh- and last but not the least, the call center operator, which is what i'm still doing.
Now, being a comic book artist is still my dream, but i'm just looking for alternative ways to get there, meanwhile my family's finances are getting better, i'm drawing and painting everytime i've got time, which i sometimes crave for days, and get very emotional when it comes to teaching how to draw stuff to my 3 years old nephew, and ... as you can see i figured out a way to be back on here as well ... i got an internet connection.


Now it just feels like this is my old tumblr blog where i used to write a shitload of useless stuff just for the sake of talking about myself, what a despicable human being am i? lol i'm not gonna do this again, don't worry.

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King-of-Dark-Titans Featured By Owner May 18, 2017
What a Lovely style :D
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sOKkStationZero Featured By Owner May 18, 2017  Student
Thank you so much :3 yours is way more personal than mine tho, i could tell what was yours and what wasn't just by the first look, very well done 😊
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King-of-Dark-Titans Featured By Owner May 18, 2017
A joy for me, talented inspired magician! :D  
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sOKkStationZero Featured By Owner May 18, 2017  Student
awww you're so nice :3 but LOOk  AT YOUR TALENT that is magic u.u*
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AnimeAleChan Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey! Thank you very much for the fave!!!! *-*
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sOKkStationZero Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2016  Student
Nevermind, it is a pretty good job you're doing :3 I'm in love with it💖(thank you for your 30662947 faces, you're extremely nice I swear *_*)
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AnimeAleChan Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww, that's really cute and kind!!! :heart: Thanks!!! *-*

You're welcome!! You deserve it!! Your art is full if emotions!!
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sOKkStationZero Featured By Owner May 4, 2016  Student
thank you for this comment, it means the world to me that you can perceive emotions in my art, i know you wrote this almost 1 month ago, but i've read it now, and youjust made my day <3
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Candy-Meow Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome to DeviantART~ :iconkawaiipinkukokoroplz:
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sOKkStationZero Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016  Student
Thank you Ashamed i still have to figure out how it works LOL
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